went blading with the gers yesterday.

Szeyao, Pat and Bogay joined us too.

As i am the slowest and also the one who dunno how to blade, the guys are gentlemen enough to slow down to look after me as i have been causing a number of accidents to the other bladers down there.

In total, i caused a girl who dunno how to blade too to fall and also a little boy to fall off his bike. Ok the little boy is so cute lo.. he somemore come and ask me.. "you fall down is it? are u ok? pain or not" wah lao so paiseh but he so cute. i think he is only 4-5 yrs old.

Having the guys there is also another problem... You see.. there was once where by i crash into group of people on bicycles. I think teenagers.. I sorta crash into a guy.. and Szeyao said, "wah lao emma everytime fall also wanna fall into cute guys" damn..

I shouted back to him, "I haven even see his face lo" den blade away. While doing that one of the guys there shouted "WAH LAO EH" god so paiseh all thanks to SY ar!! I realli nv see his face what and till now i still dunno who i crashed into.

I fell down a lot of times and most of the time i made myself fall coz i know if i dun fall, i'll fall into the drain or into a tree. which will be worse..

I guess Pat and Szeyao buay tahan me falling already esp when i go down the slope and they offer to help me whenever i start screaming. haha

Thanks to sharon also that she waited for me while i was warming up and we had a fun time holding onto each other while blading too.. Sharon me and ZH are road hoggers man lolx.

After blading we went to eat steamboat at Parkway.. Real yummy.. and i wanna go there again!!!!!

So full liao.. they wanted to go sy house to play mj.. i dunno how to play ma so i go home better.. hehe have fun peeps!!

i'm feeling miserable..

just let me whine...

everytime i tot i can do it but i can't..

i guess tts what happens when u really love someone...

*i miss him lots*

Did anyone just see the channel 8 show that Joanna Peh is starring in? I think the show name is Life of a hope.

The blind little girl An An is so ke lian and independant..

and Joanna Peh's character is so lucky someone still love her so much despite of her illness..

life is so short and what am i still doing mopping around and being so pathetic.. i'll nv know when's the time something happens to me and my life may end just like tt.

Sometimes we will nv know what happens till we try.. If we are not ready for anything, we will nv be till we try and see how things works... rather den sitting down there mopping ard and waiting for the time to come..

I need to do something abt myself.. my mood now is very down i think due to some reasons which i dun wish to say. sighx

I just want to say..

if i dun love u, i will not still be here waiting..

if i dun need u, i wun be looking for u whenever i am in need.

if i dun wanna be with u, i would be with someone else already.

if i dun wanna wait, i wun even be here for u anymore

if u are not impt to me, then nothing else in this world would be

no one has replaced u in my heart yet. maybe its coz i feel too strong.

i dunno if what i say will affect anything but its how i feel..

at times things i can't tell others and i can only blog my troubles out.

i am not like other gers who say they love their bf but in their hearts they think of other guys.

u know i'm not like tt.

yes u are my dearest love, Kenny

i may not be able to predict the future, i may not be able to promise much

but i do know tt as long as u are in my heart, i will love u truely and wholeheartedly.

*maybe i should not even be posting this at all, just ignore..*

This is a pic zhenhui took of me at TCC in cine.. i changed quite a bit eh.. all thanks to my new ugly haircut.. i hate it.. make my face so fat! i hate it!!! waiting for it to be longer again! In case you are thinking why my face so much fatter den the pic beside.. its the same la just tt when i dun smile the cheeks wun look so fat la! lolx :P

Hello people!

I'm back FINALLY after so many weeks...

Everything is so hectic nowadays but yet i still feel bored.. ZzzZzzZZz

can't help it.. nothing interest me much nowadays..

OK! Finally i took my Basic Theory test lo
i better pass man...

AND THE REASON WHY I NV BLOG FOR SO LONG, is actually coz there is nth much to rant abt.. or tt i am just plain LAZY haha

ok nowadays i realised that my friends.. a few of them have been taking me for granted man.. BIG TIME.. argh i hate tt feeling..

and to those friends of mine who you think you are the ones i am refering to.. YES IT MAYBE YOU.

god.. what is it with people nowadays.. argh.. I care a lot and i am there if u need me, and this is what i get huh..

All the lies, the excuses, the shit i have to tahan.. NTH TO SAY.

ok actually i have more to talk abt but i am getting lazy again.. will inform ya all laterx~ ok maybe much later :P

i really got nothing to say..
dun think any words can describe how i feel now.

i wish i can blog it out but i can't

i do not wish to appear pathetic.

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