i am so upset now

i dun wanna talk about it

haikx.. its me

i kinda sit down and think for very long le..

i work so long liao
but where did all my money go

insurance
driving
shopping
schooling..
pay mummy cpf
make up..

i v sad i need to cut down on a lot of things liao if not i will go broke

sighx i wish my other half will save for me man.. not tt i wun save la but den i wish he will think for our future and save as well..

i dunno if got not la but then if got den good right!!! i don't need to worry about money.. i hate to worry about money le!!!

maybe i need to take up a sideline job
maybe i really need to scrimp and save and eat cheap stuff everyday

i am damn sad..

also i think i got problem man.. i hate being alone.. once i start being alone, i will anyhow think of this and that.. its bad le.. i know but i dunno how to stop it

during the past few months i suffer from depression la this that.. will just suddenly sit down and cry.. maybe its exams.. ooh well maybe its just me.. sighx..

tml start work again!! need to think of what to wear tomorrow le..

hi people!!
i am back!!!

everything abt me changes!!
ok la not everything but a lot of things!!

first!!!
i am not working in CPF anymore!!!

second!!!
I am a bit crazy and now cause after exams.. my mind is full of "play play play" so jio me out le!!!

third!!!
My new work place is in GE Money..
not great eastern hor but just GE money
its in raffles place
quite fun le the place.. but i have to get use to making new friends!!

fourth!!!
I think i fatter liao cause during exams i eat eat eat just to satisfy my craving

fifth!!!
fuck Corporate Finance u #$%#$%#$ nb why the paper so hard!!!!

sixth!!!
i love myself :P wahahahaha

i miss all my friends le!! where u all go!!!
i wan shopping
i wan ktv!!
i wan more money!!
i wan make up

sobx sobx

lastly!!!
my bday coming and i dunno what to do!!! my friends don't forget to meet up!!!!!!

if u guys know how my make up collection is now i think u all will vomit blood so i shall not reveal before someone stops me!!
anyway everytime i see my make up collection i just feel v happy
its my destress kit and of course make me feel prettier..
not tt i am pretty la but i just happy can!! ahh i am mad.. i tahan 2 months of madness studying so pardon me!!

Some recent pics for u all to vomit at

Hi people!!

To those who miss me..

I will be back

12 June is my last paper

At this moment i am struggling with my exams!!

Its so tough i wanna cry!!

Give me sometime ok!! i promise i'll be back with more stuff about myself!! till then!! be patient!!

Hi all, its been long since i blogged abt myself. Well been busy recently
with i dunno what also.. yeayea i know some of you have been complaining
that I have not been updating.

Guess what!!! I'm going to taipei, taiwan!!! on VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!!!! Damn excited and happy!!!!! will buy a lot of things back hahahaha and not to forget to collect many ang pows to go there to spend!!!

To all guys out there!!! Please make your gf happy!! buy her stuff!! buy her gifts flowers blah blah blah, she deserves it!!! when u are sad, whose there for u?? when u need someone, whose standing by ya side!! its her!!! to all girls out there!! don't forget at ya bf too!!! they love u v much too i'm sure!! so envious.. haha

Been a hectic year i guess.. beginning of the year practically sux for me..
100%! I have to face a lot of problems and hurt and did it make me
stronger?? I guess not.. many people always tell me that i will learn from
mistakes but i feel that it has weaken me a lot.. No longer am i the
confident and outgoing person. In fact i have become dao la or can't be
bothered and don't really like to interact with people.

Let me see.. What have i done for 2005?? hmm.. Simple!

1) Been to HongKong
2) Lose weight hehehe i did ok but den again maybe i am putting it back on
again haha
3) I guess that's all as nth major happened..

I need to start saving.. I have my aims that I wanna fulfill.. Ooh well let
me see what are my resolutions for the year 2006

1) save $10000 by Dec 2006. This is the minimum i need to have saved by Dec
2006. It may seem v little.. well to me at least but as i have other
commitments also it is a lot liao and whether i can reach that amt or not,
haikx.. i also dunno but hey its just an aim! duh.. not as if i am getting
high salary pay also..

2) Lose more weight.. haha yes i am never satisfied..

3) To make more friends.. hmm.. yea maybe but girls please.. i wanna
have more shopping khakis..

4) Buy lesser make up. haha yes i cannot seem to stop myself to buy more
make up.. Its like i just want to collect it all!! all so pretty!! Argh
this has got to stop. I cannot take it anymore if not i can't save already.

5) Buy a car. yup and not just any car. its THE car that i want to buy.
Only someone will know what i am refering to.

6) To love myself more.. I used to be so self centered and only care abt
myself. but now.. i care so much abt others i dun even care or think for
myself.. dang i really dunno how to balance myself man.. argh i think if i
care for myself i am happier i guess.. i really need to know how to balance
things out.. sighx..

7) Study hard for exams.

Ooh well if there are more den ok loh dun have den let's stick to this now
bah..

I also received a v funny comment that i had plastic surgery.. tmd wat a joke.. so exp i wish i got that sorta money.. but den again i feel like a celebrity man!! wooo hooo hahahhaha funny funny funny... Doesn't mean i got nice eyes means its fake ok!!! i got nice eyes all the while.. kns

There are many things that put me down in 2005 and to all the bad things in
life.. to the idiots, morons, bitches, bastards, sluts and assholes who
make my life miserable, FUCK OFF AND DIE please. *pardon me* Those
boyfriend snatchers, flirts and liars can all rot in hell! I simply cannot stand it man.. I'm not naming names in fact i'm not sure if i can name any but hey u know there's bound to be someone somewhere out there whose like that.. tsk tsk *rolls eyes*

I guess in my life i'll always hate tt one person and what goes ard comes
ard. Although i may not know if you are having ur retribution, i believe in
karma ok.. and i dun need anything bad but hope u get hit back whateva u
have done to me.

I just want to enjoy my life and be happy and lead a simple
life.

Also happy birthday to my sister!! jiejie loves ya!!!

And one last thing to those !@#!@# people, _|_

Here comes my Christmas wishlist 2005!!!!

okok i shall be quick!

1) MAC mini lipgloss set in warm
This one i like a lot!!


2) MAC mini pigments set.
A nice set of pigments for me!!


3) Stila lipglaze in Orange.
My FAVOURITE lipgloss. can't live without it.



4) Stila mini lippolish set


5) Ipod Nano
OoOOooo whose going to buy me this huh hehe


6) Samsung LCD monitor 19 inch
i wan more space for my table so i can study on it :X

7) MAC's disney tinted lip conditioner
Its so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! i want 1 but its only out after 15 dec.

8) Isetan/Tangs vouchers
well i can always get my make up from there haha

9) Authetic Addidas jacket
i dun have and i want~~

10) Anything from MAC
hahahahaha...

11) Burberry new charm watch
v pretty wor..

12) To be loved and cared for by my special someone
*winkwink*

Ahhh!!! This is my list of things i really need and want
*prays i get most of it*