hello!! see what's the difference... after submitting my resignation seems i got a bit more of free time.. when i was still working hard here i utilise every min of my time doing projects and all.. not much time to myself...

today i went up to say goodbye to some of the trading representatives.. till now i did not tell anyone at work place (except boss) where i will be going.. one TR den mention that there is a foreign investment bank expanding in SG.. well.. guess what its my bank!! and i purposely still ask him if its good not.. yay heng he say it is good but den again i won't know if it is till i am there...

i am kinda sad also to see some trading representative saying bye to me.. all so nice wanna treat me lunch but i have to decline some cause i not v close to them.. so sweet of them really...

I recently declared someone in my office the bitch of the universe! The sad thing abt this is that actually i hate her for a long time already.. cause of one incident whereby she is soooo unethical.. puix.. I caught her doing something illegal.. tsk tsk SGX should suspend such person's licence man.. really causing a lot of disgrace to the company if this leaks out.. so i guess from then onwards she always feels something against me cause I know... she should be lucky i did not report her... well it do happens that one day I went to a course held by the bank.. and there is this lovely girl who happen to just ask me, "hey! do u happpen to know someone by the name of "The bitch of the universe" I was like ya.. but din't really say much cause i scared later she is good friends with the "The bitch of the universe" and den i sianx.. so she just tell me.. ooh this "The bitch of the universe" ah.. haikx apparently.. this girl here knows the husband of "The bitch of the universe" and she mentioned that the husband is v poor thing.. the husband is a pilot and because "The bitch of the universe" don't go home and he drink a lot and lost a lot of hair.. apparently the husband hire a PI to spy on her and found out that "The bitch of the universe" is having an affair with someone working in the same company too.. gosh.. i dint know if it is the same person so i went back to office to check with a colleague of mine to see if "The bitch of the universe"'s husband is a pilot and yes it is..

I guess sometimes what goes ard comes ard.. she is mean to me and this is the retribution she gets.. i mean hello we are all colleagues tho we are from diff department but u dont call someone up and say " i call your dept so shouldn't u check for me.." Please la we are not employed by her so she can't boss us ard.. cause maybe she did too many evil things that's why she gets such retribution man.. huo gai sighx... as the chinese saying goes.. 纸是包不住火的.. i think its like tt write la.. haha...

i am v scared le dunno how my new place will be!!!! wish me luck!! its a new adventure! :P

Hey yo!

Its been a longgggggggg timeeeeeeeeeeeee......

First of all i want to declare that!!!!!!! I am leaving my current job
actually I am serving my One Month notice now.. si bei sianx...

There are a lot of reasons why i quit my job la.. toooo many reasons.. serving one month notice that time makes me realised even more reasons.. things sucks... its soooo not convenient for me to say it here.. i doubt anyone understands too.. My emotions are going around in circles.. I work so hard at times and still i am brought down by some xiao ren.. kaox

at times i really envy those people who tell me that they have v supporting bosses.. some boss will side their staff/protect your staff... kaox like tt people den wanna work for u ma..

I know i know... having a good boss is really hard to come by.. Just like in CPF board, I have Eve Que who is a damn good supervisor.. that's why for 1 yr plus, i don't mind travelling from Bishan to Jurong everyday to work.. ehehe and when I was in GE money, Rosalind, one of my supervisor is also damn blardy nice.. sighs she really did protect us well...

Gosh enough of the bad stuff and hey hey hey! I will be moving over to work for a Foreign Investment Bank! Yippie! It is actually my dream to go to a foreign Bank! I wonder how the working culture will be like.. definitely will be an exciting adventure... and also ka ching ka ching!!! that's my aim man!!! $_$ yes i am money face.. but who isn't!! and i work hard for it!!

I really must thank my gui ren to help me land in this position la.. tho i must say its just heng nia! but i hope all the efforts that I put in will be appreciated..

So angry with some people.. who tells me that if i wanna work in a foreign bank.. its hard for me to get in.. saying unless i take contract if not hard to get perm position.. i hate people who look down on me.. take that! *ka bish*

One of my colleagues today tell me that if by any chance there is an opening for her to be under me, she would love to work under me cause she feels that I am a good officer who will protect my staff.. I don't deny.. I do protect my own people esp when they are not in the wrong and I will definitely stand up for them.. i hate it when people gets bullied but of course i must do it the right way...

I cannot afford to make the same mistake i made during my past job experience.. I must learn to grow up to achieve bigger things...

not to forget i still have my precious dada who i love very much.. POor darling now working hard studying for exams! I am working hard too!! study study.. hope everything goes smoothly for us!!!

Reflections for 2007

Wow what a year it has been.. started off rocky.. everything was in a mess.. I was in a mess... but indeed it has been a fruitful one cause I spent most of it being happy..

Started off with a stale relationship.. one that should have gone long ago but i don't know why the hell i dragged so long for it.. I was holding on to it initially, everything seem fine and we even went overseas.. but who knows that yet he still try to be funny to fool around behind my back... not that i mind now cause i'm glad he did not not i would not have met Mr. Wonderful...

I left my job at GE money to work in securities side.. higher pay.. better opportunities.. and yes i did prove myself somehow to expose myself to better opportunities this time... yet I still want to achieve higher..

Exams wise... managed to pass all!!! yes yes yes and I am approaching my final year...

Met the love of my life.. Mr Ron Toh... love every minute spend with him.. His funny, loving, caring, and sweet.. sighx.. makes me realised how much i have missed out on all these years...

friends come and go.. but I am glad my lovely ladies, namely Sharon, Zhenhui and Nengli are still with me...

Want to achieve more for the coming year... To get promoted, or to get a higher pay job..

I love you dear!!

I am back!! for a while at least
v busy le
still got my bf to take care of and cook for him to eat
haha gonna feed him till fatfat

bf's been asking why i did not blog often anymore.. well i am lazy la haha .... till now he don't bother asking already

many things happened during the past few months... going sch... and also ooh in november.. Kenny's dad passed away.. he's a great man..
may he rest in peace...

Meimei's bday coming soon... bought her something expensive one ok!!!! cannot tell her till nearer the date

also!!!!!!!!!!!! i bought my first coach bag today

I love it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but it cost me a lot le
haikx welllllllllll its been a long time since i bought anything expensive for myself... hehe
anyway i also stop buying make up already hehehehe

Moving on to LV next? yes i can picture myself in it already ahahaha will save up soon

going to kl next week with mummy, didi and deardear... wonder how will it be like.. hope everything turns out fine!!!!!!!!!

I wanna buy more coach bag!!!!!!! also!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wanna buy PSP!!! maybe sharing with deardear but of course i choose the pink colour....... haha dun care!!!!!! tata all.. till i got more impt things to say den i blog bah...

No one reads my blog anyway haha byebye

Thinking to myself with a silly smile on my face.. i'm such a lucky girl to have you.. to have you to take care of me.. protect me and love me.. you treat me like a princess.. hearing me whine and whine and just listen and be there... ensuring i have my daily doses of hugs and kisses.. knowing that holding me in your arms makes me feels so much better..

thanks dear for being there for me.. i love u :)

from your lovely princess :P

Woah its been a long mth i guess!! and it's been long since i blogged.. don't know why nowadays its easy for people to get sick.. me and dear have been not feeling our best the past few days but yea we still survived and still very much in love..



i have so much to talk about but i guess i shall shorten most of it hehehee lazy me.. dear has been complaining abt me not updating also.. i guess i am just too lazy and rather spend my time with him oopss...



This is going to be a long post i hope.. hope not also haha but i shall talk about my first overseas trip with deardear first... we went to kelong in some part of JB, yes kelong.. yes me in a kelong.. funny right but wherever he goes i go hehe :P i guess dear's surprised too that his princess will wanna go along but why not.. anything to company him i am happy to do so... It was only for a night but yea it was kinda fun cause i went with him.. hehe well we shall let the pictures do the talking..





me waking up the next day with no make up and still sleepy i think.. look like crap ahhh but nm haha









on our way there





















This is our fav picture for the moment!!

The week after is NDP week.. i think.. on NDP, we went to Angela, ron's third sister's house for a mini gathering.. we went in the morning to pick ah da, ron's nephew from his place at TPY before heading down to woodlands.. took some pic with ah da but forget to take from ron so another day i guess shall show u all.. I love Angela's home.. her place has everything!!! wow i look it all hehe so many pictures of her 2 lovely babies.. miss lewlian and boliao ahaha joking la they are roxanne and rozelle.. I love them both and roxanne looks like one of those dolls from precious moments hehe..

On the saturday on the same week, we are suppose to go on a durian trip with ron's family.. sighx but due to unforeseen circumstances it was cancelled.. so not to make auntie disappointed, we went to JB! just the 3 of us haha and it was fun.. time passed by v fast and by end of day we were dead beat and went home to rest! we bought a number of things tho!! and of course my fav dunkin doughnuts!!!!

hohoho i want to talk about our second month anniversary too!! dear had school that day and his lovely princess went to get something to surprise him!!
I walked all the way from office just to get it for him ok!! lol



It is overall not bad la but hehe they just look so lovely..



it's us again!! loving!!

ooh ya nearly forget.. for zh's bday~ we went to china sq teahouse for dinner.. the food there is getting worse.. i am so disappointed!!! and i found out that zh actually knows a guy who is my primary sch mate... what a coincidence haha..

a stupid pic of us 3 together hehehe...

I know my this post seems to be in a mess but hey! who cares hahaha oops me getting lazier and lazier haha.. ok now i've been telling dear that i would love to have a dog.. a dog of my favourite breed of course.. and when i was young, daddy initially wanted to get a dog but mom doesn't.. deardear like dogs but he does not want a dog.. :( i guess he have his reasons.. and he told me something that made my heart melt.. he said, "so next time is mummy(me) want dog, daddy(him) don't want dog already.." he then smile with his silly grin that make me so paiseh hehehehe.. just feel so happy..

By the way deardear got a job already and haha he is just working 2 buildings away from me!! every morning we will meet up at bishan mrt and go to work together.. so happy.. dear's working in a swiss private bank.. sianx.. make me envy him.. haikx...

Last weekend, dear and I went to bugis to pray.. hehe it's been quite some time since i went to temple to pray but i am v happy to go with deardear.. After that we went to ice monster!! yay yummy mangoes.. initially we tot of going to see the fireworks display but i kinda backed out last min.. we shopped and walked all the way from bugis to suntec.. went suntec to buy a few vcds to watched at home hehe.. and dear suggested we go to katong to eat his fav laksa!! we walked around for a long time before settling our dinner hehehe.. we then received a call from ron's third sis to invite us to sing ktv!! yay and we sang till like 3am in the morning lolx

ok la that's about it.. i got more pics la but its with dear!! just wait and i'll update soon!! tata for now

I am back to blog about my birthday this year!!!

first i think i cut a lot of birthday cakes this yr man!!! and lotsa surprises!!

On the stroke of midnight on my birthday, i was at dear's house.. playing his computer.. he mentioned that weather is hot and want to bathe.. so he left me in the room.. i was playing the com as usual till he asked me to go out of the room.. and gasp!! i saw my sister and him with a bouquet of flowers and a yummy swensen's icecream cake!! dear and meimei planned a surprised for me.. ahhh so happy.. nearly burst into tears as kaixin took so much trouble to plan for me.. so happy also deardear was part of it to make this day special for me too hehehehe...


flowers for me


my birthday cake!!

On my birthday, deardear brought me to sentosa.. we sat the cable car and also did a lot of things la.. let the pictures do the talking ok!!


cute right!!




deardear's little hut

dear likes to hug the laces wahah


me and him again

wah so long no post full body pic le


deardear's tall right.. for me at least haha


but the merlion's taller

so cute!




nb dun see i so happy here but when i sat the blardy thing i nearly cry cause too high




my new sports car.. nice not


we went to the fish foot reflexology!!


its' fun and we will go again!!










its so ticklish!!






happy together!!


dinner at vivo dian xiao er








Amelyn Simpsons le lol


Den a few days later i go dear's house le.. all the good food man.. auntie really know how to spoil me wahaha

yummy dishes from auntie


more!!! no wonder i getting fatter


durians!!! deardear open for us to eat


yummy!!


by the way on my birthday dear and i went to buy toto.. haha we won $60.. cause i buy ma.. birthday girl... aha

i went on my company's trip recently.. ok la quite fun except dear's not there... i went to the durian plantation too!! we stayed at Hilton hotel le.. all expenses paid except for shopping!! i buy a lot of local products back for auntie and my parents.. a watch for myself and some clothes.. and board shorts and a nike bottle for deardear.. i got a white one for him and the pink for me.. couple bottle!! yay.. anyway i am such a lucky girl.. the day i am suppose go on my trip was 13th july friday.. as i need to work in the morning.. dear woke up so early to help me carry my luggage to work.. he brought me to market to eat breakfast first and carry it all the way for me to work.. i know he miss me and dun wan me carry too heavy.. well when going to reach office.. i suddenly feel like drinking hot soya bean.. dear dear bring me to office le den go buy back for me.. so touched.. he then mentioned that he will be hanging around till 11 to wait for me to have my lunch as that week my lunch slot was early.. when 11am came.. dear brought me a bag of chocolate and spice muffins!!! so i can bring on my trip in case i hungry can eat... i am so touched.. sobx sobx.. cause in singapore there are 2 branches.. one in shunfu the other in tanjong pagar.. as dear only knows the shunfu one.. dear went all the way to shunfu and back so that he can buy muffin for me.. he knows tanjong pagar has but he is not sure how to make his way there.. den he just rushed to shunfu and buy.. i know it sounds silly but to me its the sweetest thing!!! think abt it want to cry.. he din wanna ask me how to go to the tanjong pagar one too cause if not it wun be a surprise anymore.. dear also gave me his fav shirt sprayed with his perfume so that i can sleep in it and can smell him too haha oops..





































i ate so much durians till wanna vomit haha
my company's organising a durian feast trip to JB soon!! this time i wanna go with deardear as i know he loves durian!! haha bleah!!