I think I am going to be insane soon. I am like so freaking busy that at times I just want to take MC and not go for work. Well, I have started to take some bridging courses in SIM. If I pass this 2-month course, I can be exempted from University of London for a year. Blah who cares about all these boring stuff? Not me definitely.
Let me see what sort of funny stuff I can share with you guys. Ooh yea, on Good Friday, I went to Sentosa with Kenny. We went to Underwater world and also the Dolphin Lagoon. I have never seen pink dolphins before but deep in my heart they look pretty scary to me. Guess they are not the kind of pink that I am into. Ha Ha. Amazingly, we decided to go for a tan. I freaking stayed under the big bright sunny sun the whole time and guess what. I am still as fair. Freak man, I can say that I practically nearly used up the entire bottle of dark tanning lotion.
I am still so fucked up about myself as I am always thinking that others are always judging me on the way I look. Hey I may not be a model or anything but seriously what I want to do or wear is seriously none of anyone out there's freaking business (bad English here hehe). I get so freak out about such things that I seriously have not worn any sleeveless clothing my entire life. Until that very day! Thinking that I cannot be so suay to run into anyone that I know, I bought a new bikini a few days before my trip. Its bright orange to be exact, as it looks nice on my skin colour! Still deep inside me, although Kenny said he like the way I look (duh, his my boyfriend), I cannot help but feel paranoid that people are staring at me thinking that:
1) Hey her bikini is so fucking bright its hurting my eyes!
2) Her arms are fat, her tummy is too. What the hell is she doing here?! (Ok fuck whoever who thinks that way. I saw much worse shit there. Go comment on them first!)
3) Her boobs are so big she needs to get a bigger size bikini. (Ok fuck you. Sad to say in SG not very easy to find bikinis with very big cup size.)
Sorry to say, I am not advertising my boobs here ok. I am neither a bitch nor a slut. Ok fine! I do behave like a bitch at times. Haha but that's all for the sake of fun. Anyway what's so good with having big boobs? I am fat. Get the fuck out of my face.
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