Yours Truly, Emma.. the unpredictable girl in her unpredictable little world..

MY Kenny..



What i love about you :

I don't deny you are cute, U may not be tall very rich but everything

else falls into place nicely

You have a mind of your own, although u always can't decide but NOW i

know its because u respect me and want to let me do things that i will

be happy instead

You have a kind heart, i know.. u always tell me to care about how

others feel and to forgive and forget and give people chances.

You always lend a helping hand to your friends.. that's why everyone

loves u so much





What i dun like abt you :

Stubborn - just like how stubborn you are now not wanting to get back with

each other just coz u tot abt it and u think its the best for us.

Nothing much.. just love u the way u are I swear



06/09/2003 :

I'll never forget the day you ask me to be yours...



Our Love Story

Basically one night a guy by the nick Iori0_0 msg me. I dunno who that was

so i just talk a bit. After a bit of intro, we started chatting..(after a

while he told me he msg the wrong princess.. kns right!! but den again if

not we wun know each other at all) at tt time, i got to know his friend

Ron,

and tt time ron was always teasing us. Ron send me a pic of kenny with his

friends and i was like "ooh ok.. i see him b4 but dunno who" lol..



At times we tot of meeting but den he always wake up late or something

would

crop up.. i grew tired and dun wan meet liao, but den duno why we

eventually

met one day. At first i was rather scared of him becoz he seem so quiet

machiam got zi bi zheng.. but den he still got talk to me la.. hehe..



Ever since the first time we met, he would come and pick me up from work

every day. He would buy watermelon or ice cream for me sometimes.. but the

whole cup of ice cream, i would only get to eat one small bit coz all melt

liao haha.. at that time i was very happy as everyday after a tough day at

work, i would open the door and see him smiling at me to pick me up after

work.



We went a lot of places during our one month of dating.. trying every damn

restaurant in town coz when he go NS, he would not get to each good food

liao.. we had our funny moments like how to chilli bottle in Kenny Rogers

just simply would not let us pour out the chilli sauce. Or the silly

moments

when he ask me to be his gf but i always say i not interested to have bf..



Ohh well i think i really did give him a tough time den.. tho at tt time a

few other guys were also going after me, he is the one that i picked

eventually.. right dear? me ya prized possession eh? lol



The day he go NS, i cried.. tho at tt time i was not his gf, i did feel v

upset. Its like when i open the door when i knock off from work, there was

no warm and familar face there to pick me up or to cheer me up. I met my

friends tt day and i also cried in front of them.. ooh well me cry baby..



The morning he go NS, he also fetch me to BK eat breakfast den bring me to

office. I really can't bear to let go.. realising tt he really did affect

my

feelings. I was v confused at tt time but at that moment my mind was really



cleared.. i do wanna be with him..



Ooh well the day after his bday, is the week when he first book out from

camp.. b4 tt day, he said to me he would ask me to be his gf again and hope



tt i would agree.. and i did! and boy was he happy.. so was i :)



just wanna say, "Dear altho sometimes we do not agree with each other,

remember what i say, if one give way the others must too. I love ya!"

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remember this story?

everytime i read this i cry



I told u that although i may not need u physically beside me but

emotionally i still need ur security..

no one has ever given me so much happiness that u have

I did a lot of "first time" things with u.. like eating Fish and Co, go on

holiday with each other,..

These may seem to be little things to you but think abt all the happy times

we have spent together.. The times we laugh and cry with each other...

the times u fetch me for movie and eat fish and Co after tt at jurong

point. On Valentine's day u surprised me with the flowers.. No one has ever

done that for me.. only you..



Everytime we quarrel, I was never selfish to my own feelings. I always let

and give each other a chance coz i know how much we mean to each other..

maybe u feel that u may not feel anything for me now coz u are still

stubborn and make urself hate and block me out to make way for your

friends..



I still need your emotional guide and support.. no one can give that to u

but me

You can have your friends i can have mind but at least i still have you..

You may think i am forcing you.. sobx.. why do i deserve this?



You want me to get on with my life just like you did.. but 1 yr.. waking up to hear your voice.. I wun leave u.. i dun

wanna leave u.. would u wan a ger who love u but yet is willing to live u

anytime? den tell me what love does tt person provide u with den..



u ask me to assume u love me.. but if tts the case i can assume prince

william is my husband.. tts not true.. i know part of you still love me..

tho it may not be that much but we can slowly build that up.. I wanna hate

u for doing this to me but my love for u exceeds this so much i hate myself

for not being able to stand up for myself..



You mentioned u are soft hearted den why now suddenly so hard hearted to

me.. xin hao tong hao tong.. what did i do to deserve all these.. if u say

i dun deserve den give me back my kenny.. gimme back the love that he has

showered me last time..



I know u are sick of hearing this.. I wish my heart is sick so it can just

stop beating for u too.. I wish depression can kill coz if so i wun be

feeling so bad now.. at least i feel nothing...



That's how much i love u my Kenny Cheong Chyuan Lih..



Love you so much,

PopCorn.



*This is the edited version i sent to him to tell him how impt he is to me*