Pardon me for my language today i guess its been sometime since i actually blogged like this.. and yes i wanna vent my blardy anger here since i do not know who can i tell this to. i din blog for so long.. dunno wat to do dunno what to say..
anyway i've book my hong kong trip already.. 5d4n.. can't wait.. heng got company reimburse me $300 haha so i can spend more on shopping.. will be making a full list of the fun places to go and shop and of coz eat!!
I got to know some people during this period.. good as well as bad.. but most of them disappoint me.. not only as a friend but also as a person on the whole. I don't wanna name names but i guess more or less they will get what they deserve somehow.. What goes ard comes ard.. i just can't contain this shit inside me anymore but just sorta break down and cry.. when u know them initially u thought they look so promising.. happy to know them until u realised they are just another dickhead walking along the streets..
btw i twisted my knee and broke my ligament.. ouch right and yes it fucking hurts.. i'm so upset.. i went blading with my colleagues.. i went down a slope tt's so steep and twisted it took me by surprise and i fell.. i tot i broke my leg coz its real painful and bad.. shirley ride me back to the bicycle stand on her bike coz i can't walk.. i dunno what to do.. kenny is working so i can't possibly call him.. so i called weijing.. all thanks to him.. he rushed down in 10 mins and drive me home.. so touched..
some of my friends does not even bother to find out the seriousness of it loh.. its not funny and yes its not some blardy muscle strain tt i can still go ard jumping and laughing.. i can't walk properly without feeling as if my leg is going to break soon.. Some can tease me... fine i can take it.. Some wanna scare me and fuck u for that! i shall elaborate more on that later..
Today is Zhenhui's bday celebration.. i wanna go.. my bestie bday le.... i haven eaten my dinner yet.. I sms sharon asking her to come over to pick me up.. although its so near but my injury is still fresh and painful.. no one's home to bring me there too.. but she said no one drives there.. asking me take cab.. wah kaox just so near only le.. i told her can just walk over one.. sighx.. all i need is someone to come bring me over.. its just a few blocks away.. but nm coz it hurts its good i stay home too.. just hope zh wun angry with me.. sorry babe will owe u one.. sobx..
Secondly is something i feel really fucked up abt.. after i came back from doc, i was chatting online with a friend.. Initially he send me a funny video clip.. i watched and laugh.. den he send me another one telling me that the video's volume is a little soft and ask me to turn my volume up.. i did as told as i tot why not.. only to realised that its a video tt towards the end a zombie's face pops up and it screams real loud. I was like so shocked and hurt i burst into tears. Damn it i am already in pain i do not need this ok.. I am hurt as i tot as a friend why the fuck he wanna scare me.. For god's sake his already 29 yrs old and he still does tt?? where is his sense of maturity? its fun and funny to scare girls esp when they are not feeling v well huh.. i really got nth to say man..
Some things i really hate.. and i also hate being misunderstood.. i dun wish to elaborate more on that already i'm so damn pissed..
just cry myself to sleep.. i got work to go to also and i can't possibly take mc till i recover.. wonder how to crawl there.. worse.. how to go to school like tt.. i really dunno..
also i got a problem in my family which has to do with my granny.. sighx.. can't say much too..
i think i'm going to fall back into the depression i had 2 yrs ago.. shutting everything out of my life.. take care people
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