OMFG!

i don't know what is wrong nowadays man..

today after school i came home and logon to msn.

i saw in my list there was this person who add me who i have no idea who the hell he is.

he messaged me and as usual, i asked if i know him.. he is actually from paris and i do not know how the hell he got my msn address..

all that fucker can ask me is to show my pic. i told him that i do not want to and also i don't feel comfortable with it. let me give u a scenario man.

me: you are? do i know you? are you my friend?
him: i am 25 from paris where are you from?
me: huh?
him: can you show me your pic? come on i am not a pervert or serial killer on msn, if you want i can show you mind. its that simple
me: no
him: it's just a picture.. can you send it over?
me: no i do not want to. i am not comfortable with it.
him: it's just very simple. what's wrong man.. is something wrong with you? why are you not comfortable with yourself
me: can you stop being so irritating and start respecting a girl's decision?
him: FUCKER what's with you man its so simple and you are being immature and not open minded.
me: i told you no just cause i don't think the way you are doesn't mean you can hurl vulgarities at me. FUCK OFF
him: you are nuts girl.. its just so simple

fuck lo.. his from paris btw.. tt cbk say he 25 yrs old.. initially i tot so cool i got friend from paris meh.. cb 25 yrs old liao act like this.. say i immature and look whose talking.. siao nang le.. nowadays i meet a lot of siao people man.. 25 liao le.. gentleman a bit can not.. girl dun wan show u pic u call them fucker.. i tot guys from paris are suppose to be romantic le.. jerks..

anyway if any of you ever encounter this email : ente1981@hotmail.fr
please kindly stay away man.. spoil my day kns

Hi all

i am fucking pissed and yes i mean fucking pissed
make me cry and cry till eyes swollen..

i dun care what u all think or say.. i can scold all i wan here

To that bitch: FUCK off and die please!

:(

my body is aching..............

let me see if there's anything to update.........

erm.......

this sat i meeting my poly friends to go waraku!! yay!! freaking long since i gather with them!! i miss them a lot le..

its jennifer birthday.. must see what to get for her....

yesterday i went to learn driving, den i saw korkor learning too.. so funny haha v long nv see him already.. den he told me how is he and the rest of the gang with turtle and xp. haikx those guys ar.. haikx

okie slap me i am still thinking if i wanna do my hair!! dilemma le

i am feeling a bit down now.. not cause i am v sad or what la but just feel down..

i have something coop up in me for a very long time.. what can i say.. things really sometimes do come at the wrong time..

why am i always so stubborn.. at times when i should open my big mouth i choose to close it. and cause of it things that should be clarified are not..

in my heart i have always kept it to myself.. i don't know if i want it cause i am scared to have it..

i think u all wun know what i am trying to say.. but tts good also cause only i need to know..

btw yesterday i met a mad woman on my way to work. the MRT was so crammed and i accidentally lean into her and she shout at me say why i push her. somemore when she alight, she shout at me "Son of the bitch! Prostitute!"!! what did i do.. den i wanted to scold her back.. you know me!!! but the uncle sitting beside her stop me.. saying that when she was sitting beside him, she keep on hit him as if he want to molest her..

Chicken nugget.. wang ba dan!!!! think i good bully is it.. stupid four eye fish head..

Hi all,

i'm back with my dinner and dance pic
all me only la if got any den put lo but den!! only nice one la not nice one i dun wan put of course

must pose nice nice den can ma!!

ok laugh ar !! my hair curly nice not!! let me know le!






























more group pics coming soon!! will update accordingly once i have them!! so more of me me me me me first haha..

anyway i dun consider myself as a tomboy.. actually i think i am very girly, i like pink and i wanna be a princess ahahahhahaha.. but at times i feel if you are a girl, ooh please don't abuse that girls are suppose to be emotional and can be emotional yadayadayada. there is always an extend.. isn't it a little sick to always see some girls cry at the very sight of little things or even nothing.. kns i see liao i nth to say.. yea laugh maybe.. kinda pissed actually.. the very day u see me talk this way please knock the hell outta me.. so sick i wanna puke..

e.g.:
1) Friend: ooh my dog fell down the stairs
me: ooh really *sobx wailx* poor thing *tears swell in my eyes*

2) Friend: I failed my test
me: tts so sad!! *sobx bish bash cries bawls*

wtf loh get what i mean.. this happens in real life leh.. if you have friends like that den u will know man.. sorry i won't pity you i will just think u are damn weak loh.. worse is they expect me to feel sad with them also if not they kinda pissed with me.. i mean hello common loh i wanna be sad i will be la no need others to tell me *rolls eyes*

back to other crap.. since it's been so long i talk like this.. i need to unlease it all.. in the past i don't know how many months.. i have been a very good girl.. those close to me knows that i have been keeping my big mouth shut from all thos @#$@$@#$ that you can imagine.. yea i am no longer like that.. i am nice!! very nice!! but its like hor... don't push it leh.. i hate people accusing me of having attutide problem when i am trying to be nice liao.. still say me.. den i let u taste what you are asking for *evil laughter* till the end.. when i get upset and all, i can always count on some of my impt friends to listen to..

i don't know what to type liao leh.. ooh ya my uniform.. some say i look like jap pornstar *kns you know who u are*, others comment it is very cute. Its for fun la and its really fun dressing up le.. in that uniform my friends say i look like princess or a spoil brat.. yea i know i look like a spoil brat hahaha come one spoil me!!!!!

ok enough for now.. more updates later

Hi all!!!

i am back la!!!!!!! ok maybe back for a while
what to do.. i hate to say this.. i don't miss blogging..
not anymore..
I've a lot of things to do le.. have been working in GE money for around 4 months or so. hai hao la.. cannot say good also cause once praised.. confirm all the bad things start rolling..

Well recently i went to attend a wedding dinner and Kenny's cousin, Melody ask me why i very long nv update my blog.. actually if she never remind me i also forget already.. so sweet right!! got people read my blog le..

Tonight is my company's Dinner and Dance, we are all dressing up as school students as the theme is "Back to school" Some of my friends say my company got school uniform fetish le.. i laugh till so hard.. ai ya sianx i wear what also not nice one la heck care liao

i still v lazy post my taiwan trip le.. i need motivation!!!

good bye my lovely people!!

I really don't get it at times..
I don't know why some people can be so insensitive towards my feelings

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i know i am easily affected by comments.. tts just me

I hate today
today is a sucky day
i made a mistake at work

TIO TUA TAI JI!!!
make me feel so moodless and depress don't feel like working at all man..
Very low morale!!
sobx sobx
i hate it

btw i book tix to tw liao
yes again!!! i am going taiwan again!!!
so happy!!!!!! can't wait
hahahaha i deserve a break man knn

i'm sick for the past few days man

damnit lo
people sick lose weight
i sick i eat so much cough sweets and also drink so much luo han guo i think i am putting on too much weight due to excess sugar lo!

KNS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am putting back the pounds again!! Time to lose it all

Hi all,

some things to note and to rant on..

haikx have you ever know someone that everytime when they talk to you, you just cut them off and just don't want to talk to them or hear their voice?

recently i discovered that i actually feel this way towards a certain someone.
It happened at work actually but its someone from another dept.
Its like when he ask me things.. i will feel v irritated and pissed as i just don't want to have anything to do with that person. In actual fact, hearing words coming outta that person's mouth irks me...

irritating irritating....

Maybe at times, i feel that i am too sensitive to my surroundings... i feel that people do not take my feelings into consideration and say things they wanna say..
knn i tell you loh i am not that easy to bully lo wtf.. nm i shall bear with it..

My mentality is "if you treat me nice, i treat you nicer. If you ill-treat me, i'll give you hell man"

ok la this is how i think but really got hell not ar... hahahaha we shall see..

Normally, I think hor.. i would feel lost if i cannot see the direction i am heading..
i don't like to do things without an aim leh but i feel i am
haikx its time to look into my life and reflect man..

hello all
me blogging from office now

hahaha
i am a bit sad le
i learnt my lesson not to be late for work already
cause me my incentive
altho i got get la but den its not as much as i should get cause i am late for work..
erm.. many times
ahahahahaha
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh if nt can get more le so sad!!

nm shall work hard for next month already
sobx

den got money got TW~~~

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hehe!!!

i'm back!!

i realised tt
I CAN BLOG IN OFFICE

this means i have more time to update

wah kaox i tell you i'm so happy abt my birthday celebration

i'll tell you peeps laterx

It's the time of the year again!!!!!

party!!!

ooh well not really but yea!!

Its that time of the year again!!!

my birthday is coming soon!!!

here's my bhb wishlist for the year!!!

1) Nokia N72 hahaha pink colour!!!!























2) Flat screen LCD monitor!!
3) Ceramic perm.. i wanna perm my hair le
4) MAC patternmaker (eyeshadows or lip palettes)
for eyeshadow i like the warm and cool palette
for lips i like the coral and plum palette






















5) MAC stuff!! make up!! i love them all!!
6) Tangs or Isetan vouchers!! so i can spend on things i wan.. this is highly recommended ok!! i can get my pretty stuff!!
7) Nike watch




































8) Calvin Klein Summer perfume.. nice le
9) Ralph Polo Ralph.. last yr present!! still love it!! still want it!!
10) Victoria Secrets corset.. size M i think can fit liao la.. nice le.. i like..









































Ok la enough of the suspense to most of my friends..
i am no longer working in CPF liao cause now i am working in GE money
Its not great eastern but its a financial company..
i am working in the call centre and its quite fun la!! haha very happy to be able to work in raffles place and meet my friends for lunch de hehe

so this year would i get most of what i wan?! we shall see haha

i am so upset now

i dun wanna talk about it

haikx.. its me

i kinda sit down and think for very long le..

i work so long liao
but where did all my money go

insurance
driving
shopping
schooling..
pay mummy cpf
make up..

i v sad i need to cut down on a lot of things liao if not i will go broke

sighx i wish my other half will save for me man.. not tt i wun save la but den i wish he will think for our future and save as well..

i dunno if got not la but then if got den good right!!! i don't need to worry about money.. i hate to worry about money le!!!

maybe i need to take up a sideline job
maybe i really need to scrimp and save and eat cheap stuff everyday

i am damn sad..

also i think i got problem man.. i hate being alone.. once i start being alone, i will anyhow think of this and that.. its bad le.. i know but i dunno how to stop it

during the past few months i suffer from depression la this that.. will just suddenly sit down and cry.. maybe its exams.. ooh well maybe its just me.. sighx..

tml start work again!! need to think of what to wear tomorrow le..

hi people!!
i am back!!!

everything abt me changes!!
ok la not everything but a lot of things!!

first!!!
i am not working in CPF anymore!!!

second!!!
I am a bit crazy and now cause after exams.. my mind is full of "play play play" so jio me out le!!!

third!!!
My new work place is in GE Money..
not great eastern hor but just GE money
its in raffles place
quite fun le the place.. but i have to get use to making new friends!!

fourth!!!
I think i fatter liao cause during exams i eat eat eat just to satisfy my craving

fifth!!!
fuck Corporate Finance u #$%#$%#$ nb why the paper so hard!!!!

sixth!!!
i love myself :P wahahahaha

i miss all my friends le!! where u all go!!!
i wan shopping
i wan ktv!!
i wan more money!!
i wan make up

sobx sobx

lastly!!!
my bday coming and i dunno what to do!!! my friends don't forget to meet up!!!!!!

if u guys know how my make up collection is now i think u all will vomit blood so i shall not reveal before someone stops me!!
anyway everytime i see my make up collection i just feel v happy
its my destress kit and of course make me feel prettier..
not tt i am pretty la but i just happy can!! ahh i am mad.. i tahan 2 months of madness studying so pardon me!!

Some recent pics for u all to vomit at

Hi people!!

To those who miss me..

I will be back

12 June is my last paper

At this moment i am struggling with my exams!!

Its so tough i wanna cry!!

Give me sometime ok!! i promise i'll be back with more stuff about myself!! till then!! be patient!!

Hi all, its been long since i blogged abt myself. Well been busy recently
with i dunno what also.. yeayea i know some of you have been complaining
that I have not been updating.

Guess what!!! I'm going to taipei, taiwan!!! on VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!!!! Damn excited and happy!!!!! will buy a lot of things back hahahaha and not to forget to collect many ang pows to go there to spend!!!

To all guys out there!!! Please make your gf happy!! buy her stuff!! buy her gifts flowers blah blah blah, she deserves it!!! when u are sad, whose there for u?? when u need someone, whose standing by ya side!! its her!!! to all girls out there!! don't forget at ya bf too!!! they love u v much too i'm sure!! so envious.. haha

Been a hectic year i guess.. beginning of the year practically sux for me..
100%! I have to face a lot of problems and hurt and did it make me
stronger?? I guess not.. many people always tell me that i will learn from
mistakes but i feel that it has weaken me a lot.. No longer am i the
confident and outgoing person. In fact i have become dao la or can't be
bothered and don't really like to interact with people.

Let me see.. What have i done for 2005?? hmm.. Simple!

1) Been to HongKong
2) Lose weight hehehe i did ok but den again maybe i am putting it back on
again haha
3) I guess that's all as nth major happened..

I need to start saving.. I have my aims that I wanna fulfill.. Ooh well let
me see what are my resolutions for the year 2006

1) save $10000 by Dec 2006. This is the minimum i need to have saved by Dec
2006. It may seem v little.. well to me at least but as i have other
commitments also it is a lot liao and whether i can reach that amt or not,
haikx.. i also dunno but hey its just an aim! duh.. not as if i am getting
high salary pay also..

2) Lose more weight.. haha yes i am never satisfied..

3) To make more friends.. hmm.. yea maybe but girls please.. i wanna
have more shopping khakis..

4) Buy lesser make up. haha yes i cannot seem to stop myself to buy more
make up.. Its like i just want to collect it all!! all so pretty!! Argh
this has got to stop. I cannot take it anymore if not i can't save already.

5) Buy a car. yup and not just any car. its THE car that i want to buy.
Only someone will know what i am refering to.

6) To love myself more.. I used to be so self centered and only care abt
myself. but now.. i care so much abt others i dun even care or think for
myself.. dang i really dunno how to balance myself man.. argh i think if i
care for myself i am happier i guess.. i really need to know how to balance
things out.. sighx..

7) Study hard for exams.

Ooh well if there are more den ok loh dun have den let's stick to this now
bah..

I also received a v funny comment that i had plastic surgery.. tmd wat a joke.. so exp i wish i got that sorta money.. but den again i feel like a celebrity man!! wooo hooo hahahhaha funny funny funny... Doesn't mean i got nice eyes means its fake ok!!! i got nice eyes all the while.. kns

There are many things that put me down in 2005 and to all the bad things in
life.. to the idiots, morons, bitches, bastards, sluts and assholes who
make my life miserable, FUCK OFF AND DIE please. *pardon me* Those
boyfriend snatchers, flirts and liars can all rot in hell! I simply cannot stand it man.. I'm not naming names in fact i'm not sure if i can name any but hey u know there's bound to be someone somewhere out there whose like that.. tsk tsk *rolls eyes*

I guess in my life i'll always hate tt one person and what goes ard comes
ard. Although i may not know if you are having ur retribution, i believe in
karma ok.. and i dun need anything bad but hope u get hit back whateva u
have done to me.

I just want to enjoy my life and be happy and lead a simple
life.

Also happy birthday to my sister!! jiejie loves ya!!!

And one last thing to those !@#!@# people, _|_