I'm back from my trip! 3 days just passed so fast, i hated it!
I read something meaningful in my colleague's blog and that really made me think a lot in my life as well.
Ever since granny passed away in March this year, life just don't seem the same anymore... I miss popo soo sooo much!
I remembered when I was in Primary school, whenever I want to go out with my friends e.g. I remembered I had a Primary school teacher by the name of Sabrina Soh. Ms Soh is leaving us to go overseas. I was very sad as I love Ms Soh a lot! My classmates and I wanted to sent Ms Soh off at the airport and as granny don't bear for me to go alone, she insist on going and sat behind watching me while i was chatting away with my friends.
I remembered my friends calling popo Doraemon as my granny has a bag full of things and everything I need, she will always keep them in handy e.g. plaster, medical stuff, tissue etc.
Popo, I miss the way you smell and the way you nagged at me.. I am very blessed to have a granny like that and without her, I will not be what I am today. I had an unpleasant childhood and people always judge me differently. I get misunderstood all the time but in her eyes, I am the best. Everytime I think of granny, it just makes me wanna tear..
Come to think of it, I am already 26 this year. 26 god damn blardy years and what have I achieved? What are my objectives in my life? I want my life to be meaningful and that's something money cannot buy. A meaning full life don't really consist of chanel and LV bags and as much as I like them, the money seriously can be used in a more meaningful way. I don't want my achievements to be e.g.
1) How many LV/Gucci/Prada/Chanel/Coach bags I own
2) Gold Digger, not handsome nevermind, not good nevermind, rich can le
3) I earn 20k a month and my office is practically my second home as I stay there for 18 hrs a day!
4) I own a landed property (but no one to stay with me)
No~ no! no!!!!
What I want in life:
1) to spend more time with my dada
2) to set up a family with dada
3) to spend more time with my family
4) to spend more time with my friends
5) to do more charity work to help others
My work is really posing a big problem in my life at the moment as I need to work night shift. That really sucked at time as I can't do a lot of things.
A quote from my colleague's blog:
"All the material things I have now will not be able to bring along with me when I die. Just like how I came to this world, empty handed. Like what one of my galfren say, they are just on "loan" to me."
If it really is on loan, means the more i spend now, use now, waste now, splurge now, the more I need to return in future? If it really is so then its scary.
I've been missing out on so much! Yes the money's good but there are a lot of things money can't buy.
I need to set my priorities right! Time waits for no man/woman!
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