Yours Truly, Emma.. the unpredictable girl in her unpredictable little world..

Oh wow!!!! what an amazing week!!!

I have a big announcement to make!!!!!!!!

I am in love... yes oh well haha *shy*

The past week was sweet and lovely, i know an amazing guy who swept me off my feet... i can't believe it myself but yes its true!!!

Remember the guy who i posted before, yea his my sweetie Ron... a classmate who i have been with in IM class for a year but only got to know recently...

Things happened pretty fast i have to say but yea i am very happy everything has happened.. well as you see, we were having exams then and it was hard for us to talk about such stuff then, so basically we thought of discussing this after exams and concentrate fully on it.. but hey! i don't know how it happened but on 27th May 2007, it just sorta confirmed everything and i boarded his pirate ship.. haha as in 上了贼船.. but yea i am pretty happy.. very in fact... at that very moment just that very thought of being beside him makes me happy...

as most of my friends know.. its not easy for me to find someone i am comfortable with.. pretty hard in fact.. usually i just shoo the guys off.. was it because i eyed him before already during class? haha i have no freaking idea..

Of course we do have our differences but i told myself that basically in a relationship, have to give and take and compromise.. i don't want to make the same mistakes again... just hope that both of us will be happy.. we talked about a lot of things, or i would say we try to tell each other everything.. which is good as communication is very important in a relationship, rather then keeping it all to yourself and only burst out when you can't take it.. or that u expect the other party to assume.. tsktsk...

Well all i can do is to hope for a happy lasting ending out of this one cause Ron makes me feel special.. yes as in not that i have ever felt before.. I have my fair share of past relationships and even during courting times, i have never felt this fortunate.

Haha as i was telling him today, now i have to get used to a tall bf.. yippie!! i love him being tall.. i feel so safe when i am in his arms.. I don't know why but as you all know, i have a pretty strong character.. i am outspoken with a know it all attitude.. but in the end i am still a girl who would love to be pampered and loved by a guy who can take care of me... Being with Ron, he takes care of my every needs, little details he will notice and make sure i am safe.. I feel protected and sheltered when he is around me as he will look out for me and not leave me there to do everything myself..

I really feel that now i have a real man in my life.. sorry to say this not that i wish to bad mouth kenny but yea most of the things i have to do myself. he expects me to be independent and all, kenny's not an mcp, in fact all along his quiet with the heck care everything attitude and "i will tahan it all till i can't then i will burst in your face" thing going on. kaox can't believe i bear with this for nearly 4 years. Its good that my man can show me the way and guide and encourage me..

Why did i say he make me feel special? i don't know.. i guess partially i feel very happy as i know we feel happy being with each other..

To deardear: Thank you for loving me :)