Yours Truly, Emma.. the unpredictable girl in her unpredictable little world..

Today is a dreadful day

i took my IM exam today and i screwed it up big time

i want to cry

sobx sobx... i think i need to retake it again... yea and don't bother telling me don't worry will pass one.. please.. don't..

anyway yesterday i met a classmate to go to bishan cc to study.. my usual spot.. and he invited another of his friend whois also in the same class as me..

anyway its a very funny thing cause our teacher miss koh, she jokingly said to me and neng before that if i eyed on any guy in class, let her know and she will put them in my tutorial group.. i and neng was still like laughing and i was playing a fool with neng who shall they be... but of course we did not tell her.. we are not stupid ok haha.... Well in the whole lecture hall i guess i only told neng 2-3 caught my eye.. but of course we were laughing throughout the whole thing..

and then came that guy who met us at bishan cc.. ya.. of all the coincidences in the world i am one lucky girl that day.. *faint* it is so embarrassing to even talk about this here in case anyone sees it.. but then again i guess it is only my friends la.. ok winner i did not even bother to dress properly that day.. but i can't do anything but to just make do with whatever...

Well surprisingly, he is nothing like what i imagined. i thought he is rather quiet but he turned out to be funny and yea friendly. Aside the fact that i think he is cute(to me at least.. who cares what others think), everything turned out alright! yay!!!!

We exchanged contact and of course msn.. i am like so dead without msn.. and we chatted the night through while encouraging each other to study... i hate to study!!! argh!! i can't believed i wasted so much time not studying.. all thanks to people who likes to waste my time...

Come to think of it, i had enough of people abusing my kindness and taking me for granted.. yea i guess this is not the first time u heard me say this to but i really need to pull myself together and get rid of them from my life once and for all... why am i such a softie to let people bully me... i don't know also :( its not good to be nice to people who always bully u... sobx sobx....

Anyway i wanna watch Pirates of the carribean and also shrek!! who wanna date me to go?!?!?! or i should say... Will the one that i want them to bring me ask me to go? lol..