Yours Truly, Emma.. the unpredictable girl in her unpredictable little world..

Someone posted this in cozycot today
"And No cos I always tell him only shameless women who had no upbringing will go break up another's family intentionally. My parents taught me well. Period."

family.. relationship blah blah blah.. same la..
glad my parents teached me what to do and what not.. tsk tsk... and yea the word shameless fits perfectly too. haha

anyway on a lighter note.. nowadays i get a lot of compliments from customers, colleagues etc.. so happy... I got customers who think i am very pretty and want to intro their sons to me haha but of course no thanks la!! Or that i got customers who hit on me trying to get my number.. ooh well.. Colleagues think i'm pretty which is a good thing cause at least i wun be sad and dwell everyday what the hell is wrong with me.. their compliments make me feel better...

but still it surprises my colleagues when i tell them.. yes no one is chasing me.. kns is it very surprising? To them i am pretty, i look like barbie doll, jap, whatever.. and i should have a lot of suitors.. but when i sit down and think if i do have any, i don't have le hahaha.. i think maybe the reason is me.. i shut myself from others easily... its not good i know but at times i cannot help it... but still i don't know why it surprises them that i am single.. very surprising meh!!

I used to have guy friends who tell me, i look like those girls who always have bf.. as in you know someone to take care.. but hell no that's not true.. remember that time when i and ken first broke up, it was a year and i was single for a yr ok.. I asked Eugene about this also.. he mentioned something along the line that he won't dare to chase me also.. not because i am not good or anything.. is it because i seem like those girls who are difficult to chase? or just that the guy feels he is not good enough for me.. sighx.. i don't know la...

I still think i am fat and people don't even want to look at me cause i am still fat and that's not pretty at all.. at much as i tell myself my personality can outshine it all, looks is just as impt ok.. don't lie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Or maybe it is that guys i like, just don't like me and those i don't, yes they like me... shit happens i know.. sighx

Anyway my allergies still there.. my lips are very full now.. though still lose to angelina jolie but can compare liao.. its very smooth and 100% very sensitive.. what is wrong man.. my lips just swell.. but come to think of it.. looks quite nice le.. but i don't like the feeling!!!